All these TVXQ feels...
I never expected myself to feel this way, but TVXQ's recent comeback just did it for me. It sort of unknowingly unleased my inner Cassie feels that I've buried since I don't know when. These feels are even more ridiculous than those I had when Homin came last year for their Fan Party. It is so not me to feel such heavy withdrawals after an event but SMTown did it for me.
Moreover, I have been wanting to catch Catch Me live and it was literally a dream come true when they performed it during SMTown. Not forgetting the fact that they performed Humanoids before the official release. I also can't get over how I wasn't concentrating 100% when they were performing Catch Me thanks to the crazy rain and I was worrying about my camera. But one thing for sure is that they were no doubt amazing that night. I really really want to witness the choreography again, while fan chanting. I really really want the whole world to know how amazing they two are.
Today is Humanoids' first pre-recording and all these live updates from friends who are queueing just made things more difficult for me. It even came to point whereby I ask myself when will I ever get to witness TVXQ performing live again, when will I ever attend a TVXQ pre-recording, when will I ever get to meet Yunho upclose and tell him how perfect he really is.
I think I'm really driving myself crazy with all these TVXQ feels when I should be worrying about the crazy onslaw of events this weekend. I totally need to survive this week first.
_germx
네 머릿속을 파고드는 날카로운 눈빛
20121130.1236h
Labels: Choikang Changmin 최강창민, DBSK 동방신기, Looking Back, Random Thoughts, U-Know Yunho 유노윤호
Starting work in a new environment undeniably brings fear and uncertainty. Having being too comfortable in how I do certain things in my previous organization, the thought of starting afresh just seemed intimidating. As much as I anticipate the challenges my new job will bring, the stress far exceeds this anticipation.
November 1 marks the start of a new beginning - a new beginning in a different organization, a new beginning with a new scope.
Even till now, after a non-eventful day one, I’m still unsure of where this job will bring me to, what I’m going to achieve 2 years down the road. But one thing for sure, I’m glad my new Boss is willing to give me this opportunity to learn, despite me being immensely inexperienced.
The most random thing that happened this morning was the fact that Keppel finally called after 2 months. If they were a little more efficient, I guess starting at Keppel will be pretty ideal. But nonetheless, I’m still excited for what’s to come the next 2 years.
_germx
Start of Something New
20121101. 2301h
Labels: ISEAS, Random Thoughts
