The semester has ended after the gruelling two weeks of finals...
And even before i pay off my sleep debt, internship has started...
But no matter how tiring life may seem, i will always be contented because of
a Love Like This...

a LOVE LIKE THIS is Justified whenever one sees his charming megawatt smile.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is Unexplainable because words are just too superficial to describe how awesome he really is.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is Neverending especially after one realizes how charismatic he can be.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is Gratifying on occasions when one feels like giving up, because he becomes the motivation for one to carry on.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is Mystifying because it is impossible to explain how one can fall so deeply for him.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is Indescribable as he never fails to put a smile on one’s face.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is Necessary for he is my sunshine after the rain.
a LOVE LIKE THIS is when you can spot JUNGMIN amidst everything.

OBSESS

personally, i have no idea how this current SS501 obsession started.
and of all times, it just had to be right before all my project deadlines and finals?
but oh well, i'm actually quite glad i found them because they are my motivation now! =DD

MUSIC HIGH

i bet no one have an idea how crazy this obsession can get. imagine listening to MUSIC HIGH (a korean radio programme) at 1am every night without having the slightest idea of what Baby is talking about? this seriously made me feel like learning korean immediately cause other than the introduction that Baby says and his final annyong, i really cannot figure out what he is trying to express?

SS501 PERSONA BKK

but oh well, Music High is not the craziest thing yet. the craziest thing will happen after my internship, which ends on the 8th. i'm gonna fly to BKK on 9th morning to catch the boys' PERSONA CONCERT that night. and yes, school starts officially on the 11th? =P

frankly speaking, flying overseas for a concert was never part of my plan from the very beginning, but i guess it is the only thing that is keeping me going now! and i really can't wait to be there with those crazy SGTS people!! stacey, yinghuan, sihui!!! we have been chatting online every night just to confirm our concert tix, our air tickets and now, we just need to finalise details of our hotel and we are ready to go!!!

PROJ L.O.V.E

for people who know me very well, during the exam period, i will try to do every other thing possible besides studying. as a result, this time around, i came out with PROJ L.O.V.E! but details are not gonna be revealed until it's being completed! but trust me that this is one BIG MAJOR PROJECT and i can't wait to see the end results already!! hopefully everything will turn out fine! omo... this is so exciting!! and because of this project, it subsequently led to 5 other projects!! (if you have no idea what i'm talking about, it's okay since it's meant to be a secret! HAHAAHAH!!)

FINALS

i guess it's just so me to mention about exams despite the fact that it is officially over! but oh well, i guess this semester's results is gonna be the worst? like ALL THAT I STUDIED DID NOT COME OUT? and compulsory questions are like 0.o!!! this is how bad it will be!! HAHAHAHA!!

and i suddently came to realise that SC2101 which i totally hated may end up having the best results as compared to the other 4 modules?

for sc2210 i totally talked about queer, which i TOTALLY DID NOT EXPECT MYSELF TO WRITE! this MUST BE the influence of PEARLX! but anyway, i must seriously thank her for posting such interesting stuff in her blog, else where would i get my content from?? =DD SLASH IS SO SO USEFUL LA! =DD

gek1542 is 0.o!! i hated MCQs all along cause i will think TOO MUCH and will change the answers ten million times? it is the same this time around!! and i went to memorise the evidence act BUT only one question came out?? -.-"oh well, just hope for a C so that i can S/U it?? lol. but i just gotta say that forensic science did open my world to a whole new level and i'm more interested in this subject than before! i'm gonna go try the internship next sem at HSA or the police psych dept?? HAHAAHA!! (OH! the intern in my dept said that i'm psychotic la! cause i keep discussing about death and what not! =P HAHAHAHAH!! in addition, i went to apply for some serial murder fic and got in with some brutal murder i suggested? either that or i'm correct in guessing the reasons that caused the death of the victims in the case scenarios? i should just go be a detective la! HAHAHA!) maybe i should just go join the police force!!?? HAHAHAHAHAH!!

sc3214. this is the KILLER PAPER cause i have NO IDEA how to answer the compulsory question?? i just went huh and i stared at the question for super long before penning my thoughts?? ask what 'active ageing policy', which doesnt even exist??? -.-"" but oh well, my first 3000 module! hope it will turn out fine!! ^^

lastly, sc2216. lol, the best part of this module is the 3 movies that we had to watch?? 'flower in a pocket', 'nobody knows' and 'i not stupid'. i seriously love 'i not stupid' best cause it's super funny and the themes are super clear, unlike the other 2 films?? but maybe cause i was like watching at 11pm and 3am thats why i found the 2 films boring? oh well, if only all modules is about watching movies, i would be uber happy!! BUT I DON'T WANT BORING ONES? i like inspirational ones!! =DD

and thanks to BFF's mummy, STACEY for accompanying me through this exam period. though we only knew each other cause of YS's ILLT proj (probably only a month ago?), it seems as though we've known each other for years! i still have no idea how we can chat every night for hours until 3/4am and never run out of topics?? ^^ thanks thanks thanks!! =DD not forgetting jungmin's pictures that you've printed out!! i look at it when i feel like sleeping in office?? (cause my window was blocked?? -.-"" HAHAHAH!)

DAUBS

in case you are thinking that i've forgotten about my dearest huya, you are so so so wrong! i still keep myself updated with his news! and CONGRATS for the opening of a new label - DAUBS! this brand is a collaboration with rjay! the designs are honestly quite nice sia. the logo is a damn cute SPRAYPAINT? but i'm wondering how i can get my hands on it? LOL. and omo, it's like so so so ex summore la!! =/ especially the caps?? cause they say that all caps are manually sprayed and it's the first of it's kind in TW?? 0.o i can anticipate more money flying now!! =/

for more infomation, just go to HERE?HAHAHAHHA!! i'm too lazy to paste the designs here?? =P

and recently, on 我愛黑澀棒棒堂, huya performed a damn awesome dance and i really liked it a lot! it has a totally different feel from the one QUAN performed! ^^

he is really my 心目中的舞王!!


credits: sugoishowV

MY SUNSHINE =D

after mentioning about SS501, how can i not mention about the sunshine that lights my day up! =P he is like so freaking awesome that i just cant find any word to describe him!! love love his smile for it is just makes my day! love the way he winks cause it will just melt my heart! love the way he pouts cause it's like so freaking cute! love the way he licks his lips cause i just feel like kissing him right there and then!! ^^

and this video is a MUST WATCH!! though there are no subs, and i have no idea what they are talking about, it seriously made me laugh like crazy?? cause sexy charisma JUNGMIN is so freaking hot!!! and his shy face after the dance really makes me feel like hugging him!!! =P


credits: anpanfany

there are just so many crazy things that jungmin do that i want to post, but oh well, shall save those for a later date?? =P

INTERNSHIP

i seriously think that working is zapping me of my energy? i seldom sleep before 1am even on normal days? but after work each day i get so worn out that i just sleep before 1am? 0.o i myself find it hard to believe?? =/ and i seriously can't believe that i'm squeezing with the morning crowd again!! T__T but i'm so glad for MRT concession now! i seriously hope i won't need to bus anywhere?

and i've got ash as my lunch buddy cause she is working in TANJONG PAGAR? so quite near?? HAHAHHAH!! lol! =DD

not forgeting BFF's mum for entertaining me with emails?? or i will just DIE in office?? =P but she is in TW now enjoying life?? hope she pali pali come back?? =[

AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I UPDATED MY BLOG!! *CLAPS CLAPS*

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it's quite a miracle that i'm actually blogging now, cause i'm usually really really lazy to even start typing even though on many occasions, i have ten million things that i want to share! HAHAHA! and the two main reasons that made me type this entry are:

1. i really DO NOT feel like studying for finals. as usual, whenever a deadline comes or an exam is approaching, i will DO ANYTHING, but STUDYING! so what's there to be surprised when you catch me on facebook and appearing offline while googling/youtubing! ^^

2. i want to spaz about my new found obsession - SS501. pearlx's gonna ignore me cause she ain't in the least bit interested AT ALL. she is spending all her time with more exciting stuff like SLASH! =D and OMG! i realise that there is a sweet love blossoming between two of members or is it FOUR of them? (CAUSE I FOUND TWO PAIRS ACTUALLY! =P.) HAHAHAHA!! and i'm so excited about the pairing! it's super awesome and full of LOVE! =DD

CONFUSION

did i mention that i cannot differentiate the boys at the initial stage? i'm like a MAJOR FAIL can! the only one that i can recognize is KIM HYUN JOONG aka LEADER and HEO YOUNG SAENG aka PRINCE/OTTER. okay, make that TWO! the other three are like OMG the same to me!! -.-" and so i spent like 2h sitting in front of the computer just to differentiate the other three members? (this is the fail part totally.) and i finally came out with my NONSENSE THEORY so that i know who is who. PARK JUNG MIN aka SEXY CHARISMA (i always can't help but laugh at this retarded nickname! ^^) is recognized by his MEGAWATT SMILE. his smile is like super awesome and it's that kind whereby you see him smile, you will automatically smile too! (and is smile like a 花癡 that kind! =DD) in addition, i really feel that he looks like SOMEBODY, but i cannot remember who that somebody is. the closest i can associate it to is YUKI MASUYAMA? =D (and not like anyone knows who he is! =x) KIM HYUNG JOON aka BABY. how i actually recognized him was through the two traumatizing word - geu-ri-wo and gwe-ro-wo. (this story will be elaborated later! ^^) i guess he also looked like TOMA IKUTA from some angles! last but not least KIM KYU JONG. (i suddenly realised he doesn't have an official nickname?? 0.o) he looks like 關德輝. for people who have NO IDEA who 關德輝 is and is an owl, can just watch channel 8 at like 3am? they are re-telecasting 鋼琴88 now. HAHAHA!! just look at their names! one KIM HYUN JOONG and one KIM HYUNG JOON. then of all 5 members, 3 have the surname KIM and these 3 also have either a JOONG, JOON or JONG in their name? how to differentiate?? 0.o as a result, being able to recognize them now is like a MIRACLE? (truth be told, i can't even differentiate the members of DBSK till date?? =/)

and the whole point of explaining my confusion is cause i've found my new love other than leader! =P he is MR MEGAWATT SMILE - PARK JUNG MIN. he is really super awesome and is extremely full of nonsense. he is like ALWAYS MUNCHING? he is like ALWAYS DOING RETARDED THINGS, such as sparring with a seagull and weaving in and out of a busy street in US by doing those ballet jumps? i love him for his sweetness. he is like another LILJAY in that aspect. and i fall in love with him again every single day with every video i watched. he is just awesome! =DD *flails and dies*

FANCHANT SESSIONS

and due to my obsession, i went to attend a fanchant session which SGTripleS organized. and before attending, i went to watch videos and read up on what exactly is fanchanting. it's not like those CULTS whereby you chant for rituals! so don't be mistaken yeah? ^^ for those who have no idea what fanchants are, i shall just do a short explanation? when you watch korean artistes' live performances (be it at concerts or music shows),very often, you will hear the fans shouting out some words in unison. these are fan chants. don't be surprised as there are actually 'standardised' chants. what's best is the fact that korean fans actually take the time to learn them. i found the whole idea real cool cause i do not see any taiwanese artiste's concert having them? i seriously wonder why. as a result, when i was introduced to fanchanting, i was like 'huh? got such a thing?'.

and so i went ALONE and made a few GREEN PEAS there. HAHAHA! they are super friendly and nice. it's kind of interesting seeing fans of ALL AGES gathering together. and by ALL AGES, i really mean ALL AGES! =P i love their HIGHNESS there too! laughter and 'OMG SO HOT' could constantly be heard! i guess non-fangirls will NEVER UNDERSTAND!

just for your info, when i attended this session, i could not differentiate the boys yet! so it was like 'HUH? i thought this is hyung joon? why is that hyun joong?' the result of having all their names so similar! -___-""

and from the LIVE PERFORMANCE VIDEO of U R MAN that i finally recognized BABY la. maybe should let you guys see the video then you will understand why?



credits: tvshowseuse

at around 0.33min there, the one who sings is BABY. when i first heard it, i was LMAO-ing? don't ask me why, it's just happens. and that line super hard can. it's like ' Ak-ka ak-ka wo na mo-deun geo-shi geu-ri-wo Ak-ka wo na mo-deun geo-shi gwe-ro-wo Ak-ka ak-ka ak-ka won nan neo-mal-go neun da-reun yo-ja'. totally 0.o can! and the TWO TRAUMATIZING WORDS - geu-ri-wo and gwe-ro-wo. I TOTALLY DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE? there was even a joke of geu-ri-wo as 可憐我 and gwe-ro-wo as 別惹我? as a result, i remembered baby for that. i can't even use normal phonetics to like rewrite it in such a way that i can remember how to pronounce it? -.-" BUT FOR THIS VIDEO, the dance is like WOW! the part when they try to seduce the audience is *whistles*. HAHAHAH!

HWAITING

another retarded thing that i did to make myself realise how fail i actually was! -__-"" there were lots of weird weird lingo in the forum and one of them was HWAITING. I ALL ALONG THOUGHT IT MEANT HAPPY WAITING! (it was only for a week, but still...=/) UNTIL YESTERDAY did i realise i was like SO WRONG!! 0.o the only reason to why i realise my mistake (cause i was still happily thinking it was HAPPY WAITING though some contents in the forum proved otherwise meaning!) was because of some SS501 video that i was watching which had english subs. and HWAITING actually mean FIGHTING!! (aka 加油!) it was a major blow to me and i was totally living in my own world for the past IDK how many videos/ thread that i've watched/read? 0.o

I MUST REALLY HWAITING DURING MY FINALS. it works for boths ways in this case! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

YOUNG SAENG'S BIRTHDAY

and so OTTER's birthday just passed. it was on 3rd november. and so YOUNG SAENG complains about not being able to celebrate with fans last year. this year he got his wish fulfilled. =D and his birthday celebration is like super HAHAHAHAH. *goes to watch the video*



credits: irenelim005

this video is awesome win cause it's like it shows the two couples! HAHAHAHHA!! HYUN JOONG and YOUNG SAENG and TOM and JERRY. HAHAAHAH!

the part where leader wore two party hats, it's like SO CUTE can! and when he wanted to eat the cake, he was asked to talk, it was so obvious he didnt want to put the cake down! HAHAHA! he's like a kid la! =P when leader started his speech i was already OMG-ing. i died at the "Our relationship, you all know that!" is this an outright confession?? HAHAHAH! and JUNGMIN and BABY are like the matchmakers can! creating all the highlights by letting them face each other, letting them hold hands! HAHAHAH!! leader being all so shy and otter blushing! HAHHAHAH! another WIN line was "like your name (永生), i hope we can have each other in our lives forever". LIKE MAJOR WIN MAN! LOVE LIKE THIS is so sweet can! =P they even shared the same piece of cake? *dies of excessive fangirling!*

the BEST PART was the cake stabbing part! HAHAHAHAHAH! the cake apparently was too hard? and otter had to STAB IT!! 0.0 i was rewatching that i realised JUNG MIN did another -__-" thing! he was the one who placed the 2nd party hat on leader! *faints*

and SGTripleS had a crisis for otter's birthday present, so we did our own editting of photo and wrote a LOVE LIKE THIS MSG! =P i did it with a new found friend in SCHOOL with the L-O-V-E action from their LOVE LIKE THIS MV! HAHAHAH! the end product was nice la! i heart powerpoint! =DD

LIVE STREAMING

i guess my first successful live streaming was last sat's CHAMPAGNE, which was shown on KBS? (the last time i tried streaming was MFBBT last year and the only thing i see on the screen are RGB colours! MAJOR FAIL LA!) i have totally no idea what they are talking about cause there were no subs? -.-" but laughing at the retarded expressions they have. =P it was really RETARDED. it will be shown on cable two weeks later with subs, but it's on the week which my exam start! -.-" sad life.

MR RETARDED


and so i was mentioning how retarded JUNG MIN was. trust me, he really is awesome win can! no one will know what he's thinking la!

i never intended to type this part of the entry until i saw pics from today's recording. it should be yesterday's now.

firstly, look at HIS OMG FAIL HAIR!! MUSHROOM HEAD!

what happened to his awesomely nice hair on MUSIC BANK and MUSIC CORE when they staged their comeback performance? it's as if not styled at all? -__-"

but apparently, he hearts his MUSHROOM HEAD A LOT!! look, he is combing it!! 0.o *horrors*

and below is another pict of TOM and JERRY! HAHAHAH!! awesome win! =P

and look at the pict below! otter is obviously unhappy cause KYU and LEADER are like talking amongst themselves? JEALOUSY sensed? LOL!

and i mentioned that MR RETARD can't stop eating right! just look at this! OMG LA. in the middle of a recording and he is still eating??? 0.o

and i also mentioned him sparring with a seagull!! -.-"" i have no idea what he is thinking man! and please note that he is in USA?? 0.o

and his stupid ballet jumps!! HAHAHAHA!! he say that this is his way fo keeping healthy! LMAO can! he totally living is some IDK what land!! =P

thats all for you to know about PARK JUNG MIN! he is super awesomely cute can! =P HAHAHH!! and he can be real sexy like in the LOVE LIKE THIS MV! HEARTS HIM!

shall head back to watch the ten million videos on my list!!

OH! i forgot to mention that i'm working this holidays! HAHAHAH!! i guess it's kind of good cause i wont be wasting my holidays away AND i get money. this is uberly important for the upcoming SS501 concert and 6bang concert! =DD

AND I ALMOST FORGOT!! HAHHAHAH!! i bought this awesome pictorial of SS501. and they come with a random 200cmX60cm poster! i knew i would be lucky as usual, cause guess who i've got! LEADER! you have no idea how many people wants that poster of him man. and cause it was randomly placed into the box, no one will know who will be in the poster until you open it! i wanted a jung min, but that pict of that poster aint that great, so i was thinking give me leader. and so i chose the box with the least dents (cause leader is a perfectionist!) and TADA!! LEADER!! =DD not to mention that i've finally gotten the black sprinkler shirt i wanted for eons! (my first OS-FEVER top!! =P) and AND!! i've won the forensic science t-shirt competition!! WOOHOO!! my next aim will be the welfare diary already! =DD

I LOVE LIKE THIS... WHEN SS501 BECOMES MY NEW SOURCE OF MOTIVATION.

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Labels: Heo Young Saeng Prince, Kim Hyun Joong Leader, Kim Hyung Joon Baby, Kim Kyu Jong, KPMG, NUS, Outerspace Fever, Park Jung Min Sexy Charisma, SGTripleS, SS501, Tom and Jerry

and the stupid things i did with des and yilong after we visited rara at TTSH. 豆沙饼at balestier road!!
you wouldnt have imagined the queue man!!
t's not only long, but each and everyone of them bought at least 1/2 big boxes,
which is equivalent to about 30/40豆沙饼!!
and to follow the crowd, des and i bought 5 to try!!
it's really, really, really very GOOOOD!!! =P

22.o6.o8

look at these pretty cupcakes!!!
不要怀疑, all these are done by me!!! =]
hard to believe?
at least sherm, zhongru and yanx took sometime to register the fact that it was really done by me, when i showed them that afternoon!!! >.<

and to celebrate xinyi's 19th birthday,
she had a party at MacDonalds!! =x
it was my FIRST time attending a Mac party,
as a result, i was rather excited!!! =]
the most exciting part was receiving the HAPPY MEAL from xinyi!!!
guess what!!??
i've got PO, the panda!!!! <3>so lucky can!!!
and there was 12 from ao2 who attended!! =]
really love the company from these friends!!!
just imagine the joy and laughter we received from that 1/2h chat after the party!!
hope we can have another outing sooooon!!! =]
XINYI, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!<3

i'm really so free at home now that i really don't know what to do!!
(okay, stop reminding me that i need to pack my room!! -.-)
and to think that i've watched 六棒's concert dvd for the fourth time the first thing i woke up yesterday!!

on a happier note, pearlx and i finally went ahead to order that SUPER, SUPER big outerspace mahjong tee!! <3>3h conversation on what size to get!!
*faints*
but i'm so so so excited!!!!
and that includes waiting for pearlx to drath out her new fic!!! >.<
anyway, 邱胜翊 left a message on woo.com this morning.
"各地的歌迷 謝謝妳們 但是這次簽唱會有人說我不理人 那我想他可能不是我的歌迷 不太了解我 如果了解我的人 應該知道我不會刻意不理誰 一定是沒聽到或是在專心簽名 幸好還有很多歌迷了解我 懂我 THANK YOU!!"
this totally reminds me of what happened at LUNAR.
it's not as if he's done it purposely,
but for the fact that he really signs very slowly!! -.-
cause if he really sees you,
he will initiate a conversation with you,
like he's done to me!!!
i really hope the fans will understand him!! =]

and to think about it,
he was quite irritated with the fans' criticism on 小薰and丫头.
i also dont understand why some fans will refrain themselves from watching the drama just because it's not the pairing they wanted!!
does that mean that if the pairing they wanted were to not appear again,
they will not support any of 邱胜翊's drama??
it's kind of childish right??
though i won't deny that i really dislike the pairing,
but i will continue supporting it cause 邱胜翊, 杨奇煜 and 刘俊纬 is in it!!
moreover, he's really very busy,
coping with 拍戏, 模范棒棒堂录影, 哪里怕录影 and school examinations.
i hope the fans can be more supportive!! =]

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