It's been really long since I last updated this space. In actual fact, I don't even know why I'm here blogging. My hands are shivering as of now and my mind is blank at the moment. The only thing I know is the fact that one of my close friend just sent me the most shocking message ever. I wanted to treat it as a prank cause the contents are something I really really do not want to accept. When I replied him, I was really hoping it would be "It's just a joke! Gotcha!" However, his reply is filled with words of comfort to me. What an big irony. Instead of me comforting him, he was the one comforting me. At that moment, tears just dropped and I knew I had to accept the fact that he has contracted blood cancer.

Life is indeed unpredictable and he's facing his illness with a positive mindset. I really respect his courage cause if I were in his shoes, I may not accept it as readily as he had.

Chinchye, you're my hero. Stay strong buddy! ^^

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everything will be alright
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Labels: MR comm, self-reflection